Dream

I had a dream last night about our son being born and mine and Aaron’s life together. It was so crazy the way my dream kept going back and forth from our life together and the baby being born. I woke up in tears, happy tears, as the nurse handed us our son. My heart was pounding, I was crying and Aaron woke up and asked if I was ok then we just embraced as I told him about the dream. I wish I could explain it better as it went thru snapshots of our life together. We were in the hospital as the baby was being born but it kept flashing back to things that have happened in our lives. The craziest part was us having Jeremy as a baby, which obviously never happened but he’s such a big part of our lives, it feels like he’s been here his whole life. I haven’t slept since I woke up but it was nice having Aaron fall back to sleep with me in his arms. All I could do was smile but also tears occasionally falling from my eyes thinking about the dream. We now have less then a month to go before our son is due and a couple weeks before I go on leave from my job. Reality is setting in 😏