I woke up and was watching Kade sleep and starting thinking about all I’ve written on here and shared with all of you. From the day I met Aaron, thru so much of what we’ve went thru, to getting married, then the miracle of getting Jeremy in our lives and I thought that was always going to be my biggest dream come true. Who knew you can actually have more then one dream come true. I am living proof, I’ve had three come true, Aaron, Jeremy and Kayden. I’d be lying if I said I’m not scared what’s going to happen to the blogs here, including mine. I know a lot of you have said “don’t worry, your blog will be ok” but remember, they already deleted waistbandboy – 55,000 plus followers, waistbandboi – over 10,000 followers and that was without all their new rules. I’m not sure I can do this again if I lose this blog (over 7,000 followers) too. Is this the end of my story, no it’s not, I get to keep living this dream, the scary part is losing a lot of you again. I’ve made so many friends on tumblr and I’m afraid this is the beginning of the end here. I’m praying something comes thru to keep us all together but so far the blogs I’ve tried are shit! I’ve been uploading for three days to Word Press and NOTHING is showing as uploaded. So I’m done with that one. I’ll keep trying until the 17th, after that who knows. I’ll begin getting some email addresses from the guys I always talk to so we can somehow stay in touch. I love all of you that have let me share my story with you. Just remember to keep dreaming, true love is possible for all of us so never give up! The day you do, could be the day you miss that one person that can change you life forever! I don’t want to get all mushy and as the 17th gets closer, I’ll have more to say, but for now, THANKS to all of you for being part of my life, it’s been an incredible ride! 💙💙💙💙